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broken and feeling weak i try to fight and doing it alone is not working i have my wepon but it seems like this beast is more stronger then any wepon it seem like each blow it get stronger and faster like it knows what iam going to do i keep fighting tho and it seems to be a loseing battle my beast iam fighting is called bi polar and its winning i hate it i wish i could win this fight and be stonger but the morei fight it the more it seems to be winning its like being in a cave fighting a dragon with a rock and a twig closed in and no way to move i cant even think fast enough to even try to come up with a way to fight back nothing seems to work iam trying to move forward in my lifebut this beast will not let me pass every time i think its down and i won its back stonger and faster and smarter and it seems t play mind gameswith me i look for help but help seems so faraway and none to be found at all i guess i keep fighting i just hope i can beat this beast and go on the path iam ment to go but i will not give up becuase the prize at the endis well worth the broken bone bruise ego and what ever else i will beat this i will not give up and i will nt let this beats drag me down i can hear the voices of my wife and kids calling out tome to fight hader and push forward andi will not let them down i will pass this its me or the dragona and i dont paln on loseing